Today, it started with a good nice Thursday morning. I went out MV to watch Fast and Furious 4. Was Quite boring... anyways... after that I BOunced home to get change. We planed to go for dinner but then plan changed.
YEa BTW! in between, Today is actually my free day my mum gave me. she said I had a FREE DAY! THIS DAY IS THE ONLY DAY I CAN FREE MY MIND AND BE WITHG MY FRIENDS. ABLE TO BE MYSELF! BUT! HALF WAY SHE SAID THAT IM GOING BACK CHERAS WITH HER WHEN ALL MY PLANS HAVE ALREADY BEEN SET!
LATER ON SHE JUST TEARED AND LEFT. I WASD SO DISSAPOINTED. SHE SAID THAT WE ARE GOING BACK ON FRIDAY TO PACK AND NOW SHE ALWAYS RUIN MY PLANS. I LOVE HER BUT I NEED TO LOVE MYSELF SOMETIMES BECAUSE ALL THESE DAYS BACK IN KL I HAVE BEEN WITH HER.
SUFFERING DOUBLE THE SADNESS, DOUBLE THE ANGER AND DOUBLE THE FRUSTRATION. I LOST A FATHER AND SEEING MY MOTHER TEAR ON HER OWN... DONT YOU THINK THAT HURTS ME TO. WHY CANT PPL TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME.
IM SUFFERING HERE... IM LONELY HERE. UNDERSTAND ME PLS. I BEG YOU. GIVE ME A PEACE OF MIND AND GIVE ME SOME ROOM TO CRY ON MY OWN.
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